Kitchen sink

Welcome to my millionth attempt at a blog. I thought I had nothing inspirational or interesting left to say anymore, but someone told me otherwise. So for that small amount of faith someone had in me, I've returned for another go. What you've missed? 

Probably that I got married over a year ago. Greatest decision of my life. (As he starts shouting and spinning on a chair over a video game). 

I'm almost 3 months pregnant. Totally freaky. But we were scared something was wrong and that it wouldn't happen. Asked God, and it did happen. Now I'm both petrified, and ecstatic. My stomach feels consistently like a bowling ball, I can't sleep, and I feel like a lazy bum. 

We moved to Florida. I don't really know why. We're pretty positive God told us to but this is the last place I wanna be right now. I miss my family, my cats, coffee dates at muggswigz(which my phone still autocorrected for how many times I've talked about Muggswigz delicious wonder), $1 movies at movies 10, the fall weather, the snow, holidays with family, and Washington square Starbucks oh so much. Starbucks is a wonderful job, but the location, store, workers, and manager means everything. 

Still at Starbucks. Just a different store. It's still Starbucks whether or not different procedures are followed. I will keep what Washington square taught me in my heart. And that's that we change people's lives. We inspire their day, we go the extra mile, we are kind and loving and so darn patient even if a incredibly rude customer comes in. We have the chance to change their day. And I will keep that with me and continue to do what I can while making great coffee. 

I think part of the reason I'm not liking Florida is also because we aren't getting out much. We've been here a month and have been to the beach twice. On my days off we've watched movies, Netflix, played videogames(him halo 5, me animal crossing and super smash brothers), and I've played around on the Internet. Someone invited us over for a Halloween get together and we actually went. Which surprised me considering my social anxiety, and the fact that he didn't know any of the people. It was a nice time. Tomorrow I have another day off and I will make something of it. We will go to the beach, or something at least. Maybe we can find a church to visit since it's a Wednesday. Someone also told me about this drum circle that happens at the beach on Wednesday nights. Which is basically a bunch of people banging on drums, dancing, hula hooping with light up hula hoops, and being crazy on the beach at night. Which sounds like it could be a good time. I'm a pregnant loaf so who knows how much dancing I would do but it would be fun to see anyhow. Speaking of fun to see, I have these happy bunny pajama pants that I've had since I was about 12, and since I'm the same height, of course still have them. He put them on 20 minutes ago and is still wearing them. I wish I could show you. It's hysterical. I guess Florida can't be so bad if I'm here with the love of my life. 

Who just made me youth berry tea. 

Marriage is all I dreamed and more. 

"Nobody thinks what I think,

Nobody dreams when they blink

Think things on the brink of blasphemy

I'm my own shrink

Think things are after me, my catastrophe

I'm a kitchen sink,

You don't know what that means

Because a kitchen sink to you

Is not a kitchen sink to me, OK friend?

Are you searching for purpose?

Then write something, yeah it might be worthless

Then paint something then, it might be wordless

Pointless curses, nonsense verses

You'll see purpose start to surface

No one else is dealing with your demons

Meaning maybe defeating them

Could be the beginning of your meaning, friend." ~Twenty One Pilots